And what if an energy I cannot find,

A creation to live a purpose though,

A word to explain my life’s geometry,

A song my heart knew but never learned,

An emotion to visibly match this reality,

An intuition that lets us connect more,

Or a higher order that we all can share?

What then will I be? 

But Shadow behind us,

Reveal hidden before me.

A wave in the ocean that finds no land,

A root in the garden without renewal plan,

A form growing fast but separate over time,

A hum holding only my inner sleeping mind,

An echo that disturbs others delicate song,

A vision with eyes trying to force hands along,

Or a rock in the desert grinding to granularity.

How else could I be?

Shadow reflecting me,

Reveal shining through. 

An ocean current that refreshes distant shores,

A moment in the flow that sparked inner joy,

A way of living life to describe what it is to live,

A rhythm beating pulse to extend agreed ends,

A language in others to find shared ways around,

A sight that shimmers light between shadowed eyes,

And a time that is now by being for others first before.